I wake up in the morning and I sit down to meditate. The first thought that comes to mind is : ‘I can’t take this anymore.’ So I get up do things distract myself. Advertisements Continue reading Distract myself.
Time. I fear it. I struggle with it. I want to make it go away. I fill it like a drawer with activities to delay it’s coming. But it crawls up on me. It eats me alive. It chews on my skin. It devours my insides. But now I must face it Face my biggest fear. Tackle it, to realize that it’s not a curse but a gift. Continue reading Time.
My house is made of glass. With each vibration, the entire foundation is at risk of falling down. Continue reading House of glass.
Yes, I am too sensitive. Yes, I am too emotional. Yes, I overthink things. ‘Stop taking things too personally’, they said. ‘You should relax’, they said. ‘Stop thinking so much’, they said. Well you know what I say? You’ll never see things the way I see. You’ll never appreciate things the way I appreciate. You’ll never feel as deeply as I do. You’ll never be as passionate as I am. You’ll never love the way I love. You’ll never live the way I live. So stop telling me how I should be and start thinking about … Continue reading Too sensitive.
Fear. How can a 4 letter word be so powerful? It fills the room. It’s a thick, black paint. It shrinks the space around you. It darkens the sky. It suffocates. It yells. It’s a loud, screaming voice. It’s a punch in the stomach. It leaves you out of breath. It’s a curtain that falls over the play that is your life. Fear can be everything if you let it but don’t forget… …fear is a liar. Continue reading F-E-A-R