I don’t even know.

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‘I don’t know shit about art’ by Evan Szewc

I don’t even know

what I want anymore.

I don’t even know

what’s right and what’s wrong


How does anyone even know

what they want?

How is it determined?

Is it something that excites you?

That you blindly follow

without much thought?

Or is it something

that contributes

to your greater goal?

To whatever you’re trying

to achieve in life?

And how is what’s right and wrong

even determined?

Is is based on social values?

Or is there such thing as right or wrong?

And who’s to decide?

I don’t know.

I don’t even know.



16 thoughts on “I don’t even know.

  1. Let the sun rays
    enter deep in your soul,
    feel the soft breeze
    caress your sweet face,
    just feel nature’s whole embrace.
    Perhaps as you do so
    you will find where to go.
    You shall listen to your heart
    and make a passion be a part
    for what we truly enjoy
    tells us just which way to go.

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  2. A classic confusion… A daily struggle… it gives rise to a poem in me, but you’ve written it already, and very well. I don’t think anyone else can ever tell you the answers to these eternal questions. You go with your life the way you are going. Make all those necessary mistakes. Let your soul guide you along, and you will be there. The place where you know yourself. Where these answers will be meaningless. Where you ll find peace with whatever you are, and do, whether ppl call it right or wrong. Ppl, most of them, are themselves confused, so you are pretty much on your own. And how liberating is that! Love your words as always Eva…πŸ€˜πŸ––πŸ‘πŸ‘

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    1. Sundaram! Thank you for always having something nice to say πŸ™‚ Yes… I guess the important part is just accepting that, you will make mistakes, and there is no such thing as a ‘perfect solution’ to any situation… As soon as you accept that, I think you are free πŸ˜€ So thank you, I think you have given me somewhat of an answer to this issue puzzling my mind.

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    1. Yes, I guess that is true!! Or at least for the time being, since we are constantly learning and obtaining new knowledge, new pieces to the puzzle that is our own personalities!! Thank you so much for reading & commenting!! πŸ™‚


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