Let me introduce myself.
I’m fierce. I’m decisive. I’m like a robot. I make programs, and stick to them. I’m determined. I set goals for myself. I make the right decisions. I know which way to go. I’m a problem-solver. I have a purpose in life. I want my existence to be remembered. I want to affect people. I see a mountain, and I want to reach the peak. I’m calm. I’m strong. I look people in the eye. I stand with my back straight, hands crossed in front. I glower.
I’m also Evana.
I’m uncontrollable. I’m all over the place. I don’t take orders well. I go wherever I want to go, do whatever I want to do. I can be the funnest person to be around, or the worst person to be around. I paint the world the way I want. I come and go, like a breeze. I swear. I become passionate when I argue. I protest. I whine. My head’s in the clouds. I live in fantasy land. I like fairytales, happy ends. And when I don’t get what I want, I’m like a child. I can get needy. I demand.
I’m also Evangelia.
I’m weird. I’m shy. I was bullied when I was a kid. I didn’t choose to be Evangelia, people chose it for me. I’m the person who sits alone at parties. I’m pretty reserved, pretty quiet. I look down when people look at me. I don’t enjoy the spotlight. Unless I want to warn you about something. Then, I use a bullhorn to shout. Then, I make my presence pretty strong. I yell, until my face gets red, until my eyes are watery. I grasp my face. I widen my eyes. I shake.
….And who are you?