An introduction.

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Let me introduce myself.

I’m Eva.

I’m fierce. I’m decisive. I’m like a robot. I make programs, and stick to them. I’m determined. I set goals for myself. I make the right decisions. I know which way to go. I’m a problem-solver. I have a purpose in life. I want my existence to be remembered. I want to affect people. I see a mountain, and I want to reach the peak. I’m calm. I’m strong. I look people in the eye. I stand with my back straight, hands crossed in front. I glower.

I’m also Evana.

I’m uncontrollable. I’m all over the place.Β  I don’t take orders well. I go wherever I want to go, do whatever I want to do. I can be the funnest person to be around, or the worst person to be around. I paint the world the way I want. I come and go, like a breeze. I swear. I become passionate when I argue. I protest. I whine. My head’s in the clouds. I live in fantasy land. I like fairytales, happy ends. And when I don’t get what I want, I’m like a child. I can get needy. I demand.

I’m also Evangelia.

I’m weird. I’m shy. I was bullied when I was a kid. I didn’t choose to be Evangelia, people chose it for me.Β  I’m the person who sits alone at parties. I’m pretty reserved, pretty quiet. I look down when people look at me. I don’t enjoy the spotlight. Unless I want to warn you about something. Then, I use a bullhorn to shout. Then, I make my presence pretty strong. I yell, until my face gets red, until my eyes are watery. I grasp my face. I widen my eyes. I shake.

 

….And who are you?

 

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13 thoughts on “An introduction.

  1. Mairi says:

    😲😲😲 I am fucken gob smacked Eva. I swear you have absolutely described meπŸ™ƒπŸ˜². OMG! Love this. You’re gorgeous, we’re gorgeous πŸ˜„πŸ™ƒπŸ’•

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    1. evana says:

      Yes that’s very true, Michael.. I think the main problem is that we do it ourselves. Because we don’t even know ourselves how many people we are composed of… Anyway, thanks for the read πŸ˜€

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  2. Sundaram Chauhan says:

    Woah!! That was powerful… I am still swaying cause of its force Eva (or Evana, or Evangelia. Whoever you are… you are a lovely person. Someone who cared enough to write her heart out to an unknown blogger a few months back. Well… I’m a combination of people too. Very determined, yet prone to complete lethargy sometimes. Risk taker, yet avoiding confrontation sometimes. Outgoing and flamboyant, yet so reserved sometimes. But I know I am goal oriented… plus I never miss a good person. I know when I interact with one. And you are one of them… keep sharing. I can’t say it enough that I love your posts… :)))

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    1. evana says:

      Thank you so much my friend for your kind words ❀ Haha and I'm so glad what I said all those months ago have really stuck to you that much. I'm glad to see our hard moments and scars in life lead to actually connecting to people and making a difference in each others lives. Love your work too. Waiting patiently to see more fiction stories from you πŸ˜€ Take care my friend.

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